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long time no see livejournal! [Monday March 3rd, 2008 @ 5:11am] [ mood | curious ] [ music | lil wayne ] Somewhere along the line you will have to stop and look at things and asses the situation and decide what needs to be done about it. sounds easy enough right, but no matter how much i have just sat back and thought about everything and anything i come to some conclusion that should help me get over it and get passed it and it works for a while. but i sometimes find myself in a situation where i just look back and think wtf was i doing im an idiot and i need to not let anything like this happen agian. somtimes i promise myself ill do whatever it takes to not have somthing bad happen agian and i do a prety good job of staying out of trouble and crusin on through life, but it seems i am always putting myself in risky situation and bends the rules to see how for i can push them and how much i can get away with, then sooner or later i get caught up and i make a regretful choice that alters my very life. i have had many challenges and tests in my day to see what im really made of an somtimes i think all that i do isnt enough and im bound to fail agian an agian. i dont know why i continue to put myself in harms way and stand alone to face the world and try and act as if im not afraid and i can take on the entire world. but then i realize the world has alot more to it then i thought and its just crushing to think everything u think and believe is different and always changing, as you grow throughout your life you tend to hold on to things that are of the upmost importance and u never let them go, but other things you just leave behind and never think about agian but what if u finally come to grasp with a loved ones death, or your credit card debt, or your worst nightmare, whatever, all im saying is life is so random and so ruthless that i cant ever stop thinking of all the possibilities that life has for me. i try and figure them out but i come to realize you cant plan everyday of your life and stay in your constant routine and pretend the world isnt out like all that matters is you. i used to think all that mattered to me was me and the things i wanna do but im starting to realize the life i want is somthing more than me, somthing that not only makes me happy but will excite others to. making a difference in the world and not living a normal ordinary life, i want to be spontaneous and exciting and go on adventures and try things ive never done and go out of my comfort zone and experience all the wonders of the world. i just want to make the most of my life and take pride in what i do and how people look at me and make sure i help the world more than i hurt it. so yea idk if all this sounds crazy or not but im just tired of the same old same old, what else is out there waiting to be discovered. i want to chase my dreams as long as i have a dream and hope of a great life im certain those who strive to achieve greatness often accomplish there goals and are at peace with the world read(+2)hoez

[Friday June 2nd, 2006 @ 12:34am] fuck yeah its summer biiiitch read(+4)hoez

[Sunday May 21st, 2006 @ 3:17am] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | explosions in the sky ] livejournal is silly i would put pictures up but my brother spilled soda on it :( but yeah lifes been prety good things are turing around bit by bit enjoying it all hoez

[Friday February 24th, 2006 @ 5:41pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | beatz ] things have been very good lately mama makes everything better, i love her to death my bestfriends are beter than yours stfu lifes great, even though im grounded D G A F read(+34)hoez

[Sunday January 29th, 2006 @ 7:24pm] im grounded agian for two weeks dont ask me why cause theres more to it than you can even imagine im not gonna be on the computer at all and i wont have my cell fone so the only way youll be able to talk to me is at school but zayra my parents said your allowed to come over as long as i dont abuse it they said there ok with picking you up, idk maybe tell ur parents that then have them call mine or somthing that was the only positve thing ive heard from my dad today and if you see me at school and ask me whats wrong im not going to tell you im prety much ruining my life right now read(+12)hoez

[Friday January 27th, 2006 @ 11:24pm] [ mood | hahaha =] ] [ music | Elysia ] so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah lifes going prety awsome cept fer some ugly grades at school other than thaaat zayra is the greatest thing thats ever happened to me i love her i love her gsflgia times infinity friends are tight as fuck need to get a job though bfgsl just figuring my life out right now tryin things out seein how they work for me its going alright well yeah im done read(+21)hoez

[Monday January 16th, 2006 @ 1:41pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | lets runa traaain ] shiyyyyyyyyyyt i needa job A S A P gotta make some skrillll read(+14)hoez

[Thursday January 12th, 2006 @ 8:07pm] FUCK YES!!!! MORGANS NOT GROUNDED ANYMORE!!!!! FREE WORLD HERE I COME!!! read(+10)hoez

[Sunday January 1st, 2006 @ 1:38pm] i deffinetly had a great new years eve party read(+16)hoez

[Saturday December 24th, 2005 @ 8:55am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | captain jack ] my dad said i can get out of the house new years eve YESSSSSSSS im so happy plus tomorrow is christmas and im like super close to getting a job fbuit;dw;a even though im grounded things are great read(+19)hoez

[Sunday December 18th, 2005 @ 2:54am] [ mood | productive ] [ music | triple six ] just to let everyone know im gonna be grounded for like 6 weeks which i know sucks a fatty but i could have been in jail for up to 6 years so really its not that bad BUT!!! my dad said that if theres somthing important to me coming up or somthing and if i can sell it to him why i need to be able to leave then i can get out once in a while which means if theres somthing that is like life changing or like a super fun day or somthing than i can get out for it but i just wont be able to hang out on a regular basis and im gonna have limited computer time SO I WONT BE COMPLETELY SECLUDED FROM EVERYONE =] read(+16)hoez

[Wednesday December 7th, 2005 @ 7:10pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Jack's Mannequin ] my 16th birthday was SO GREEEEEEAT!!! i love all of my friends alll of them they are the best I LOVE THESE CARRRDS THERE SO CUTE, SO ARE LAUREN SARA MEAGAN DANIELLE JUSTINE BRIANNA/KYLA ASHLEY TANESHA AND EVERYONE ELSE FUCKIN SICK ASS NEW CAMERAAA JUNIOR, I LOVE SARA AND DANNI THIS WAS THE BEST DAY IN A WHILE IM SO GLAD I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS and i got my license YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS read(+15)hoez

[Wednesday November 30th, 2005 @ 3:36pm] [ music | Lil Wyte ] soooo next wednesday is my birthday there are some things i want some money the requiem for a dream dvd a new jacket chappel show dvd mabye a cd a sweet braclet or make me somthing or somthin ill remeber and be like YEAH SO AND SO GOT THIS FOR ME =] uh other than my birthday coming up things are goin goood, this weekend should be fun and next weekend should be awsome cause i get the truck, plus me and saras combined birthday party haha well i dout its gonna be a party, just like a get togethaaa then me and her and dippin and goin shopping uhhh so yeah im out read(+7)hoez

[Monday November 21st, 2005 @ 9:12pm] [ mood | i like my greesy hair, suck it ] [ music | meg and diaaa ] ahhhhhhhh, i havent updated in a whillle cause my computer has been broken and still is, im hoping my dad fixes it before my birthday and xmas so my rents can buy me some new ups for it. my birthday is in 16 days. i can get my license in 17 days. IM SOOOO EXCITED. plus me and sara are having a combined birthday party, yes you heard right. M&S birthday party extravaganza. idk what were doin yet. migth just have it at my house or something. or like go somewhere. hasn’t been fully decided yet. annnnd new years im prety sure im gonna have a party at my house. cause im gonan kick my parents out and have a bomb party at the casa. if i know you your prety much invited (except for people i know but dont like) ha, no gonna give any names, fuckin gamal kid. any ways life has been SOOOOOO GREAT. things are terrific. not much to complain about, just some little things. but other than that i love life. i love my friends. i love my parents. i love my little brother. i love it all. and if your interested in the birthday party or my new years one, there under construction so i dont have definite info yet. but talk ot me if you wanna get in on that shiyyyt peaccce read(+23)hoez

[Friday November 11th, 2005 @ 10:18pm] [ music | no music, brothers sleeping, but hes kinda snoring ] soooooooooooo things are goin just finnne nothing to complain about nothing EXTREMLY EXCITING has happened execcccpt maybe at the stiletto show when i was singing and dancing great time.=]] and things right now are just going along as normal, a few bumps in teh road, bu nothing that i havent worked out and dealt with and made things alright. i am happy. i am horny. i am man. read(+4)hoez

[Sunday November 6th, 2005 @ 8:08am] sooooooo this weekend has been prety sweeeeeet, friday night i went to laurens birthday party and it was prety cool then i bounced over to taneshas house for a whille, then came home at 11:30 and got ZERO hours of sleep because i was talking with my parents all night about like life and stuff and there life and veiwpoints on things and how i need to talk to them more becasue they really helped me ALOT because i the reason i have been sad latley i couldnt talk with any of my friends about cause it was to personal and i didnt feel like telling the whole world and they i explained and they opened up like ideas i never even would have thought of and it was really beneficial because it got me thinking and more focused and i realized a few things i could be doing better and how a few little things can affect you, and my dad is the most intelligent person i know, not not really book smart, he is but hes alot more educated in life situations and he knows alot more than i do and he can give me another view ponit cause hes been through the stuff i have, and yeah i would trade my family for anything, i am reallygreatful for them and i know they are alot better then most people and there parents and its great. and was up all saturday and just waiting for the show later and then i went, and IT WAS SO GREAT even though i was a little sick cause i threw up and my stomach was feeling a little funny but no good bands were playing so i was like o well and when stiletto came on i was standing in the back and im like fuck this and my stomach didnt hurt so i was like shiyyyt and moved my way to the front and i got a sweet pink shirt i was hangin out with sara, danielle, alex, cory, dallan, rainer, dillon, and salvador it was a reallllly great way to end a saturday night read(+17)hoez

[Sunday October 30th, 2005 @ 10:34am] [ mood | uncomfortable ] so my life right now is kinda lame. i am in debt to my parents $180 for my court fees and other things ive accumulated in the past and there making me pay for, how great, so i dont get much money for a while. and things are just really changing, like im trying to do good in school and i am and i dont really liek school that much, just the friend factor is like the only reason i get up in the morning. and the girls are giving me a really hard time, a REALLLLY HARD TIME. cause i dont do anything wrong and i am a great guy, honest, loyal, and probably one of a kind. so i just dont know what the deal is. and this weekend was alright. went to that fall festival thing at santan with cory, dallan, rainer, allex and rap battled some nigs, it was funny, alex totally killed them and they cryed. then we went to rainers house and were playing with fireworks. it was prety cool, and there was lots of running invloved, ha. and then spent the night at corys house, it was prety cool. then saturday went over to danielles for a bit, had pizza in her driveway and then went out and were being mischievous and i stole two peoples light things and peed on some1s car door, HA then i went to the block party thing down my street, talkin to sara on the fone cause it was gettin prety boring, then they every1 went inside at like 10:30 bunch of pussy's, then went to sleep, tried to, woke up late and now im siting here being SO BORED! so yeah read(+22)hoez

[Monday October 24th, 2005 @ 5:50pm] [ music | triple siiix ] um sooooo this weekend was prety interesting friday night i went shopping for homecoming and got a new backpack then hung out with brianna q and this kid cory it was prety cool then saturday morning went hunting at 3 in the morning and got 4 squirels it was fun i was really tired though, then at night went to homecoming, it was alright, i had fun being silly with danielle justine gabby and sara and atempting to dance, its been a while i had to get touch with my black side. some1 let me down and im not to happy with her, prety sure you no who you are. i paid for diner that night, it fells real good when you get to do somthing that benefits every1 and it want that big a deal i just felt liek paying cause i could and casue im a nice guy i guess. then came home with the folks and had story time from when they were kids and the crazy stuff they did then tryied to go to sleep but i had alot on my mind. then sunday went and hung out with steffan all day, then had meagan and nesha pick us up then hung at her house for a while, then i went and kidnapped sara from her house, then went back to taneshas house it was prety fun. then cam home and tried fixing my computer and worked with that till like 1 and then tried to go to sleep and there was stilla lot on my minda nd i didnt sleep much, so i didnt go to school today cause i was way tired, and all day i slept and played video games it was alriiight. Then later that night i went to sara's house for diner, it was prety good, then watched a little bit of a movie then got bored so decided i should wear some make up and take pictures, oh so fun. annnd we made funny movies on my fone of her beating me up and took pictuures and were being sp SPACE! it was cool, it was the best way to end a monday night. so yeah im out read(+18)hoez

[Tuesday October 18th, 2005 @ 10:08pm] im not grounded anymoe FUCKIN SWEET read(+4)hoez

[Tuesday October 11th, 2005 @ 5:22pm] i got a haircut it sucks im gay read(+11)hoez

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